Friday, January 22, 2010
hahaha my one and only post from KL. Yups i guess work is fine other than the horrendous Global Analytics which cannot work on my com cos i got QVOD (ooops) and my SRM which i have not finish.... ho ho ho.. i am sooo dead. Anyways..i think i am a very nice auditor to the client but sadly not to the government. I have no idea how to identify wrong things! hahahahaa i look at PY files and they are filled with reclasses, adjustments.... but how come this year i don't really spot any????? I suck as an auditor la.... or maybe i just wasn't taught how to handle that...
oh well....
Anywayz.... i was suppose to think abt my life... but i tought about my report more.. so oh well... guess i will have to wait till after peak to really sit down and think abt wat i wan in life and how i will move on from there.
THIS IS QUARTER LIFE CRISIS!!! hahahahaha.. abt finding ya footing in society, about balancing interest and work.. about passion and money... welcome to adulthood Peiqi!
12:16 pm
Friday, January 15, 2010
I will be going KL again for CGG finals. I will take this time to think abt my life.. my relationships.. my goals.... and directions.... not that i have not been tinking.. not that i have alot of time on my hand... but i guess, distance will give me a better picture of wat i want... who i treasure... and where i see myself in the next 5-10 years. budden again, i may not have the time to think at all.. I am lacking the energy to work now.. the motivation to finish all my work... to set deadlines for myself.... groanz....
4:02 pm
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
hahaha i am quite amazed at myself for saying some stuff....hahhha I was talking about some random stuff outta nowhere.. then i said...Life needs randomness. It hits you off the track but at the same time.. it gives you a break... waaaaaaaa.... so philo~~ hhahhaha
koff koff... okok... enough of egoness hahahaaaa
hmmm... i got a dream... a dream of me with a new life.. new things...hahahhaha..
- Light and fast laptop
- DSLR
- Ticket to travel the world
- $$ to spend arnd the world
- Suitcase
- good walking shoes
- All purpose shawl/scarf
- passport
- tiff&co celebration ring to signify my freedom
- phone to keep in contact with my friends
- MP3 player to keep and record my audios
I wanna travel... i wanna watch a live match of baseball.. soccer.. watever.. i wanna try dyeing my hair.. i wanna try having long hair.. i wanna see if i suit permed hair... hahahaaa....
dream on...
2:33 pm
I got a new EMO song~~
爱不单行
找不到人说心里的寂寞
找不到人都怕变得沉默
找不到命中注定在一起的人以后
很多人都笑我
一个人过生活
爱
只有简单笔画
却比想象复杂
很安定爱变化
我爱过几个人
也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下
爱
是不可输的吗
为何我还相信
她不是不欣赏
我在等一个人
在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕
用不完身边泛滥的自由
还是怕孤单是一种诅咒
羡慕我能飞的人为何在天黑以后
还是宁愿回到
爱情那个枷锁
爱
只有简单笔画
却比想象复杂
很安定爱变化
我爱过几个人
也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下
爱
是不可输的吗
为何我还相信
她不是不欣赏
我在等一个人
在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕
爱
是不可输的吗
为何我还相信
她不是不欣赏
我在等一个人
在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕
我在等一个人
在等我的 永恒
告诉我爱不单行相信她
12:16 pm
I need to find a place called home... a place where i can be myself... a place i am not forced to make decisions... a place where i can be taken cared for.. a place i don;t have to worry about anything in the world... a place I want to go to after a hard day's of work... a place i can go when i want to cry.. a place i can find comfort....
does it even exist?
11:11 am
Monday, January 11, 2010
Tot abit any life yesterday. I will leave ey in oct. Promoted or not. Of course it will be great if I did. Haha.. But the problem lies in wats next...it has been troubling me for a long long time already
8:15 am
Monday, January 04, 2010
Still one of my fav emo songs....
After assessing all my relationships... i sort of have similar problems... so i guess, it's just me.
在距离三公里的位置
我在这里
想像心中的你的呼吸
同样的熄着灯的窗子
你在那里
听不到我呼吸着分离
我走向前你看不见
真的遥远
就连叹息影子听见
也是无言
你走向前我看不见
你的思念
你和我之间
刻着一条界线不曾有改变
保留着三公分的距离
我的眼里
填满着整个我爱的你
坐在同一张四方桌子边
你的眼里
读不到眷着我的讯息
当爱离开之前
能多苦能多深能多甜
距离是你走过我身边
11:32 am
Sunday, January 03, 2010
世界最遥远的距离就是共同生活的两个人，却感受不到彼此心灵的温度，无法沟通。
12:33 am
Saturday, January 02, 2010
It's 2010!
New beginnings, new opportunities, new resolutions, new strengths.
Jiayou.
These 2 weeks has been an emotional rollercoastal. I have heard alot, read alot, spoken alot. I know my answers, i just don't have the guts to face them. So in 2010... i shall find the strength to face them.. at least one by one.
I have to be stronger...
11:51 pm
I finally understand why gf/wives wanna check their bf/husband's phone for last calls and smses.
it sucks to know too much
it sucks MORE not to know at all
oh well i guess they are just insecure and wan to know their other half more la...
dun force me...hahaha
11:48 pm
