Wednesday, November 30, 2005
yup... end of exams marks te start of jcrc work.... ihg is around the corner.. the main highlight of the hols i guess. so many things happening at the same time... woah... a little overwelmed. so many decisions, so little time...worst of all, i have to make a choice between family and responsibilities. yup... my family has decided to go to china on the 16th to the 26th... SLapped straight into the the midst of ihg..... now it's a decision between disappointing my parents or leaving my responsibilites which can amount to quite alot of work... cheerleading, badminton, softball, sub com, carolling, meetings..... but then again... i may not have the chance to travel with my whole family again... well... life is never so certain... hai.... when i was young, i always wanted to grow old... so that i can make my own decisions.. but then growing old has its price.. having too many choices and too much weight on either... high oppourtinuity cost.. oh well... i have to make that decision by tonight.... maybe 10 years down the road i may laugh at myself for making this decision tonight... but i guess i can't have it my way... what is important, what must i priortise.... that is something i will have to learn and learn it well... things ain't gonna be easy on me anymore... no more spoonfeeding, no more second chances... guess i will have to learn to grow up more, which sounds so ironic..... haiz... oh well....
12:15 pm
Sunday, November 20, 2005
feeling really guilty... have been out all weekend.. dun even haf meals with my parents... feeling bad...haiz.... will be going back to hall to settle some stuff soon.... today i went TREKKING...in singapore.. amazed??haha.. went bukit timah... 1st time in my life i hiked.... was cos i was "pianed" there... i wanted a prata breakfast.. then i had to finish that whole trail b4 i can get my teh ping and breakfast.. phew... so long nva exercise le.... haiz... spend the rest of my time watching tv and talk... haha.. alot of past memories came back to me.... the good ones.. the bad ones.. the horrid ones..the saddening ones.. glad they are over and hopefully i can get on with life.... jiayou peiqi... you wun be defeated!
8:56 pm
Friday, November 18, 2005
yup... exams are finally over... yup... how do it go? i dun wanna think abt it now... no point getting so irritatted by it.. so just enjoy my days before getting the results... haha.. ignorance is bliss!! hahha.. yup... hall activities and catching will start very quickly.... PEIQI is gonna enjoy her hols!! heee.. went out with CY today... walked marina... WAAA beeeg change leh... all diff le... so many shops...hahha.. sollie la.. me very sua ku.... very long nva go shopping le lah... all my time stuck in hall one...hahaha.. pathetic right.... well.... i got a new denim skirt... really faded and tattered...haha.. and shorter than my avg skirt length...hahah.. shocked? but it's quite comfy...haha... dun haf anything like that...haha.... then watch just like heaven... hahaa... sweet la... very funny... although i could guess the ending AGAIN... but it's generally a nice show la..haha... Yay! and and... i watched CHICAGO le...haha.. i know it's abit late and old le.. but i tink it's super cool... can imagine it's on stage... WOah...... zai.. yup.. i go take out my contacts le... too long nva wera.. they just feel a litle weird..haha
11:59 pm
Monday, November 14, 2005
guess i am really bored from staring into my textbook... kuai feng diao le.. yup.. so ere's some stuff i got from peggy...haha
ABOUT YOUYour full name: Tan Pei Qi
Age:19
Height:1.6m
Natural hair color: Black
Eye color: Dark Brown
Number of siblings:Two Elder Bros
Glasses/contacts: Both, Currently specs
Piercings:3
Tattoos: ouch nope
Braces?: Nope
FAVORiTEColor:White, Black, Silver
Band: Nothing in Particular, but used to love Wu Yin Liang Pin, but disbanded
Song: Nothing in Particular
stuffed animal: My Beeg Eeyore
Video game: kingdom hearts
TV show:CSI, Touched By An Angel
Movie: A Walk to Remember, Windstruck
Book: dun really read alot..haha..oops
Food:not picky.. pasta... potatos
Game on a cell phone: WAkeboarding Unleashed
CD cover: None in Particular
Flower: Lilies (both while and pink)
Scent: Lancome Miracle, CK one
Animal: Dogs (JAck Russell!!)
Comic book: Detective Conan, Dearboys, Baby Blues
Cereal: Post's Blueberry Morning
Website: no idea
Cartoon: Spongebob, X-men
DO YOU
Play an instrument? Piano
Watch TV more than 60 hours a weekmaybe when i was still in pri sch
Like to sing? ok la...
Have a job: full time JCRC part time student.. haha.. worked at starbucks b4
Have a cell phone? Yeah.. 2 Currently
Like to play sports? Kinda..haha..
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?yup
Have a crush on someone?yup
Live somewhere other than S'pore?Yup
Have more than 5 Tvs in your house? yeah.. living room, guest room, masterbedroom, bro's room, storeroom
Have any special talents/skills? Talk and piss pple off?
Exercise daily? nope
Like school? hmmm.. ok la
CAN YOU
Sing the alphabet backwards? nva tried b4
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes? used to.. not now
Speak any other languages? Chinese, French and a mixture of dialects
Go a day without food? nope
Stay up for more than 24 hours? Yup
Read music, not just tabs? you mean dou dou.. yah
Roll your tongue? yup
Eat a whole pizza? Nearly
HAVE YOU EVER
Snuck out of the house?Yeah
Cried to get out of trouble? yeah.. but dun work one
Gotten lost in your city? yeah... SUPERBLY
Seen a shooting star?SAdly No
Been to any other countries besides s'pore? Yeah china, indonesia, america, australia, hongkong, malaysia, thailand
Had a serious surgery?nope
Stolen something important to someone else? Nope.. unless pencil considered
Solved a rubiks cube?nope
Gone out in public in your pajamas? yeah
Cried over a girl? yup
Cried over a boy? yup
Kissed a random stranger? nope
Hugged a random stranger? yup.. for some camp
Been in a fist fight? nope
Been arrested? Nope
Done drugs? Nope
Had alcohol?:: yea..
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose? EEwww... dun think so
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator? Yeah.. tried to remove the wrong button i pressed
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc? dun think so
Swore at your parents? Didn't dared to.. maybe in my mind la
Been to warped tour? nope
Kicked a guy where it hurts? Dun think so
Been in love? Yup
Been close to love?Yup
Been to a casino? Yup
Ran over an animal and killed it? nope, but i kill insects b4
Broken a bone? nope
Gotten stitches?:: nope
Had a water balloon fight in winter?No Winter
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour? Yah.. during trainings
Made homemade muffins? Yup.. made LF yogurt muffins
Bitten someone For fun yup
Been to Disneyland Disneyworld? yup
More than 5 times? nope
Been to Niagara falls? nope
Burped in someone's face? yup
Gotten the chicken pox? yup in P4
WHENS THE LAST TiME YOU
Brushed your teeth? This Morning
Went to the bathroom? b4 i did this
Saw a movie in theaters? hmmm.. quite long.. watched Valiant
Read a book? Before sem started
Had a snow day? nope
Had a party? CY's birthday party
Had a slumber party? In hostel considered?
Made fun of someone? haha.. most of the time
Tripped in front of someone? quite occassionally
Went to the grocery store? yup this afternoon
Got sick? mild flu now
Cursed? dunno
FRiENDSHiP
How many friends do you have? Quite alot
What are their names? hmmm Alot leh haha
Do you have a best friend? a few
Have you ever liked one of your friends? yup
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends? Comparable, but maybe more guys
Have you ever lost a friend? yeah
Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend? sort of
What's an inside joke between you and a friend? since it's an insode joke let's keep it in
Have you ever gotten in a big argument with a friend? Yup, but we got closer after that
What's the nicest thing you've ever done for a friend? i dun remember le
What's the nicest thing a friend has ever done for you? made a jigsaw for me
Do you miss any of your old friends? yup
What friend have you known the longest? Kaileong, Yongji (almost all my life)
Do you regret anything you've done to a friend? Yup sadly
If so, what is it? it's hurtful la
How often do you spend time with your friends? most of my time
Do any of your friends drive? Yup quite a few
Has a friend of yours ever died? yea.. lost to cancer
What's the dumbest thing you've done with a friend? run around the hall and pretended to be detectives looking for clues
What do you think your friends think of you? erm.. dunno, crazy?
Misc
What is your favorite genre of music? pop, R&B
what time is it now?0214
What day is it?Monday
When's the last time you called someone? Just, to tell CY that i am back in hall
How much money do you have right now?7.2
Are you hungry? a little but going to sleep le
Whatcha doin? Studying and going to sleep soon
Do you like parades? Depends
Do you like the moon? yup
What are you going to do when you are done with this? sleep
Isn't cup a funny word when you repeat it over and over? sounds like some animal
If you could have any magical power what would it be? read people's minds
Have you ever had a picnic? yyp.. but a loooong time ago
DO YOU THiNK YOU ARE
funny? quite la.. very cold
pretty? average looking only
sarcastic? i can be
lazy? yeah
hyper? occassionally..haha
friendly?quite ha
evil? depends on how you look at it..,haha
smart? naa....
strong? i try to be.. physically and emotionally
talented? kinda know abit of everything but good in none
superstardorky? not really
ASSOCiATE THESE WORDS WiTH SOMEONE YOU KNOW
high: Yunxin.. she always zhi high one
skip: Hanfeng.. i still remember supporting him during some skipping conpetition in P4
dance: Peggee! she's wearing the dance tee now
lonely: Lau.. think he very kelian
pen: Venetia, she forever got alot of colour pens and markers
Flower: ivonne, she loves tulips
window: dunno
psycho:Peggy....haha.. sometime she can go really crazy with me..haha
brain freeze:ME i just cannot seem to get anything in my brains le
orange:james, his fav colour
colourssassy: Peggy, like her colour combis
WOULD YOU EVER
Sky dive? yeah.. but hope my heart will not drop out
Play strip poker? hmmm depends
Run away? to where? maybe.. to escape from reality
Curse at a teacher? yeah
Not take a shower for a week? Never
Ask someone out? did that le
Lie to someone to make them think better of you? used to but not now le
Visit a foreign country for more than a month? yeah...
Go scuba diving? dunno how to swim thou
Write a book?:? i can't put my tots in a book one... got movie in my mind.. but can't ut it in wrds
Become a rock star? rock.. na... not my cuppa tea
LAST QUESTiONS
What shampoo do you use? Organics
What kind of computer do you have? Laptop, fijitsu
What grade are you in? Uni/ year 1
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies? waste of food sia
How many posters do you have in your room? used to have a lot.. now only one
How many CDs do you have? quite alot
What time is it now? 0228
12:04 am
Saturday, November 12, 2005
have you ever wondered? to get back somthing you have lost only to lose it again? to forget about something yet it reappears then disappears and you will have to start all over again from devastation? oh well... got a lot of tots after watching 黄泉复活 with peggee last night. yup.. the stories are beautiful, yet sorrowful.. from being able to let go.. to seeing tat important right in front of you again... and yet have to let go once again.. getting hurt to the bottom of the abyss twice... i dunno.. i just feel sorry for them... glad i was able to understnad the movie despite it being rather abstract... haha.. yup.... oh well.. something to get the exam load off my mind...haha.... one more paper peiqi.. jiayou
11:39 am
Friday, November 11, 2005
i really dunno whether to cry anot.. i wanna cry cos i think i will fail my statistics... but i dun think i should cry cos i know i didn't put in that much effort in practicing my tutorials.. only for chaps 1-7 and none came out!!! (only for 1/2 MCQ qns) drats..... oops.. well in JC... i was so proud of my stats... i still remember i was late for 1/2 hr for my paper 2 yet... i did much better in paper 2 than paper 1... haha.. i could easily complete tys qns lo~~ haiz...oh well.... FORget it last paper next wed.... haiz... Fm.. weak foundations... wrong concepts... arghhhhh.... demoralised..... haiz... hopefully dun da bao can le.... but dun da bao and get a D also quite sad leh....sian diao
12:31 pm
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
waaaa... seems like it has beeen a loooong time ever since i logged on and blogged...haha.. anyway... hahaa... it's examination period!!! yup... in 3 months i meet ANOTHER A levels!!! hahaha... yup.... now i realised last minute work can really kill.. 零时抱佛脚好像也没用了！ yup.... so dead.... well currently 3 papers down.. accounting 1, organisational behaviour and french.. well... hope i dun fail.... left with stats and financial management... 2 of my weakest subjects...haha.. not that i am good in other subject la..haha.. and.. GOOD NEWS.. i finally know what the hell p value is...hahaha... i know i know... seems abit late.. but better late than never la... 1 day before exams... but oh well.... haha... oops.... nothing to be proud of huh..hahaha...
yup, seems like i am more adjusted to hall life le... but when i go home i still feel wierd wierd one... maybe all my stuff in hall so seems like home is much empty that it already is... yup...
Haven been catching up with alot of people... yup... stuck in my little world... haiz... oh well...year ending... i think i should set some resolutions for next year..haha..
1) More consistant work
2) better grades (although i duno my current grades yet)
3) more time management
4) more quality time with family and friends
5) better relationship with love-ones
6) Healthier Me
7) SMILE more!
hahaha.... i know... general... well i will jia you one!! haha.. 2 more to go... all the WAY!
9:36 pm
