Friday, March 31, 2006
whahahahaha... our class blog is up.... 2603's blog is dead... but 4E bloggie is still ALIVE!!! hahaha... yup yup... Mr fong is married! heard ms laura yap is even prettier in this wedding...woooo... too bad the wedding is the day aft hall dinner... i KO-ed aft getting back at around 4am in the morning... wahahahaa... anyway... exams are COMING REAL SOOOOOON~~!!and what have i been doing all day... play "cake mania".... it was suppode to help me relax aft a tough day and now... it's getting tough until i am stress not being able to pass that round... arghh...hahaa....oh well.... guess i need to get back to my study paln and STICK to it... or else i am dead......haiz.... guess my freedom only comes 1 month later... or is it the start of another noghtmare????
9:03 pm
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
these roses are black.: "gals are always nice.. they smile even if the whole setup sux.. they'll sae they love it even if they detest it.. they'll make the guys feel gd even if they're suffering most.. well.. except for sassy ones.. tt, i can't be bothered.. they dun deserve any effort put in by the guys.. haha..
so.. guys.. learn to be romantic.. it goes a long way.. if it does not work out in the current relationship.. it will eventually bring u closer to the right gal.. and u'll be improving ur charm.. hee"
just something i got from peggy's blog... hahhaha... hmmm quite true.rather inspiring and keeps me deep in tought.. hahhhaha.. hmmm hey hey.... i should be studying for my IT quiz and econs quiz.. what am i doing blogging in the middle of the night.... oh well.. this sem is coming to an end and exams will start pretty soon.... got my stuff planned out just that normal day circumstances and my little lazy bug in me will definitely slow me down and creating challenges for me... like the headache todae.. arghhh... oh.well.... better get back....
12:03 am
Monday, March 27, 2006
yup yup... yesterday was our CG day... 2603!! hahaha.. we had it at minds cafe...had their brownie.. sinfully nice...hahaha... yup yup.. the games there were unique fun! snorta, say what... interesting lo... although it seems to make a fool outa ourselves.. guess it's really a good way to unwindfrom our daily stresses and relive the carefree days our our JC lives... ahahh But sadly i have to leave them 1st..didn't have the chance to see ivan.... hahha...went to cy's granny's bdae...feels so weird... and i saw my cousin again.. so funny la... everyone talking in cantonese... i kinda lost too.. oops... anyway.. went back to hostel.. think i pissed my mum off when i decide to go back when i told her i coming back this morning... but guess she had enough of me le..haha....guess it will be like that where everytime when i feel that our family relationship is improving.. then suddely something will happen and all things will be back to it's devastating state again.... haiz.. oh well...
2:40 pm
Saturday, March 25, 2006
hey hey... i am at macdonalds now... with my trusted lappy!!! hahaha... exploiting the company of wireless~~ hahahaha... anyway... yup... it has been another week again... guess during school term i will only be blogging at the end of the week... anyway i realised a part of me...hahaha... when you agitate me or really piss me of... that's it... you are on my condemned list...hahaha.... i guess i can be VERY patient sometimes when you get over the barrier... oh well... take care manz....
ANYWAY......hahahha...went to the health fair... my parents got a booth there... selling medicine.. travel med, first aid kits... and the 1st think i tot of... WELFARE..hahaha... i am deeply poisoned my our hall manz...hahha.... exams coming soon... and i have planned my study plan le.. hope i can accomplish all the tasks i set myself... only that there are still quiz~~~ so disrupted my plan..arghh... i changed for econs le.. but for IT.. i dun even understand what he WANTS~~ sianz....hahaha.... oh well.... i dun even know how to programme the blady ROBOT.....arghhh... hahha.... at least i completed my HTML homework which can be seen hehe.. it's on kenshin... one of my fav anime ever... hahahaaa... then cecil actually discussed about the weapons... omg....abt booken not being able to hurt pple.. blah blah..hahahaa i actually understand more of html le.. esp for my blog layout..hahahh...maybe one day i will really design my OWN blog!!! haha...kinda like my class for the interesting facts and experiments but hate it for it's level of demand... darn scary class where everyone seems to know everything while i know nothing..... sianz.... oh well... i better go prog that STUPID robot to get my extra credits!!!
9:47 pm
Monday, March 20, 2006
hahaahaa... today peggy came back to hall and guess what... i didn't lock my room last nght... OMG... what if some bian tai came in and killed all of us???~~~ eeewww.....hahaha.... anyway i am suppose to finish 2 project reports...haha.. accounting 2 and IT.... oh well for IT.. i dun even know how to start.. cecil is definitely gonna fail me...chui... talking abt projects just heard eugene talking abt freeloaders...hahaa.. oh well... bo bian one la... sure got a few here and there one lo... then hopefully the freeloaders group as a team then tey will work lo..hahha... on top of my reports will got cult night report for MEG... ARghhhh.... kill me man...hahaha.... oh well.. ntoign mush i can do anyway... jiayou Baaa~
today peggy told me abt feifei biting onto a chamelon....EEEEWWWWwwwww... disgusting... she better dun come to my room~~~ can imagine the chamelon having popping out eyes and tattered and torn... wondered if it has died already or tortured by fei fei.... omg omg omg.. grosss....
my mummy came to sch today to pass me my file today... absent-minded me... guess my family relatioship has greatly improved since i graduated... my parents are talking... guess i also treasure more time with them, making sure that i have at least 1/2 a day to dine with them and talk to them.... my relationship with my mum has difinitely improved... maybe its due to the reducing in arguements, negative feelings. we are just like helping each other and caring for each other in our own ways.... she approahes me when she needs help in her work, i approach her when i need help in other things for hall, for school. No more presure due to difference in generations.. more joking.. less restrictions... i knew they cared... along time ago... maybe only now i can feel it more and treasure them more. Thanks mum, thanks dad... "distance makes the heart fonder" should not apply to BGR but to family love... i hope they feel the same way too... haha.... yup... i am amazed i actually feel this way.. 1 year ago.. i even dread going home.. i would give ANYthing to stay out... and now... even though it may seem a hassle to go back.. but when did.. i guess i treasure it more.. even though there are some times when we just stayed in our rooms doing our stuff.. oops.... hahhaha.... oh well... guess i better get back to my accounting report le...hahhaa
11:01 pm
Friday, March 17, 2006
YUP.... it's OVER~~combine hall culture night~ etoile amitie is OVER~~~ Wooohoooooo..... it's Pk for me lo~~ other than settling the receipts and bills and report.. i am more or less free from all those rubbish le...hahhaa.. we used much less than we budgeted..haha... you pple lihai... hahah....guess what our tokens of apprecaition are CLOCKS!!!! siao liao.... pls lo... you all are at least 19 le.. 20+ even.... never know cannot give clocks one meh.... so small somemore.. no class... sianz.. but ANYWAY..... it's over.. thanks everyone for ya participation!!!! sorry for the aircon and technical glitches... hope you all have enjoyd it~~~
8:04 pm
Monday, March 13, 2006
Yup~~~ Hall dinner is over!! ahhaa YAY.... hahhaha... the dinner was quite good...the food is nice...hahha.... and tooo bad i didnt win the mp3 players..hahaa.. stupid chong hwa... laugh until so funny... sure got cheat one so zhun..... Arghhh..hahaha.. went thru the yrbook and Dvd...hahaha... my jamband is my dance peeps...hhahaa chui.... ahahaaa....But anyway... Well Done JCRC... you sure put up a great show!!! now you all can PK le... 
and now lastly... Culture Night... rather headache when everything is last minute.. and pple are geting more kan jiong...haiz... what to do... only can hope that more pple come to help out le lo!! pray that this event till be smooth and not that chui...hahha.... Etoile Amitie.... jiayou....
4:06 pm
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
hahaha.... second time in my life i feel drunk.... yup... NUSS guild house.. posh.. with good food and ambience.... how come NTU dun hav???? hahaaaa... anyway.. after seeing th place, there is no doubt hall dinner will be a blast.. so pple must remember to dress up wor~~ thsi is YOUR night hall 2~~ heee... yup yup.. talked with vincent and patrick from great eastern.. haha... they shoot marc the whole night~~ wahahahaa... drank 4 bottles of whiskey... scary huh.. maybe i would have drunk so much if it's neats... but then kok peng called for green tea.... the mixer with it is actually sweet and nice... so glasses after glasses... not they pour one lo.. is guan and kok peng that keep refilling it.. then without realising it... but the time i got back.. woah... couldn't wait to dash to my bed... but the alcohol is actually amooth that i didn't get a horrible headache..hahaha... but nevertheless the feeling of the spinning head is still DISgusting...hahaa... Seriously with that alcohol, i dunno how i got the courage to say alot of stuff.. especially scolding pple... was quite shocked...hahhaa... Max drank green tea ALL night lo.... got alcohol allergy.. waaaa..... hahha..... looking forward to the dinner..haha.. pple must join in k... only $7 for this posh thing is super worth it lo~~~ hahha...
after hall dinner..st of the JCRC pple pang gang le... oh well.. still got combined hall culture night.. most of the things is talked about le... still think hall 2 doing all the shit.. then they still dare to say that we nva tell them anything.., waaa.... we can't even contact them lo~~ arghh.... ANYWAY.... hope this event goes well and then I CAN PK LE~~~~~ hahahaaa..... although not really lacking in my work this sem.. but i can see i got loads of readings to do....hahha.... omg.. it's all piling up lo.. cos all my ans only got the top layer of ans.. nothing substantiating... sianz,... hahzaa.. chui... how to get good results? i was hoping this sem can cover my ass for my last one lo.. sianz... had IT quiz today...hahaha.... barely studied it.. only read thru ER diagrams... supply chian management,,, then today come out customer resource management.. then the sucky thing is i said it was customer-BASED management..wahahahah chui....hoppefully can pass this test la... cecil... pls dun kill all of us k.. gonna see see my accounting results le.. confirm chui..hahhaaaa. KON~~~~ chui...... oh well.....
4:58 pm
Sunday, March 05, 2006
hey hey.. most important thing of the day.. HAPPY 21ST KIT!!!!! heee.... no more little girl le wor~~ hahahaa... hope you like the prezzies!!! haha...
oh well... i guess things went quite well todae... not really that awkward... and... yup.. good that we were able to talk it out... saw the woman in his life now..haha.. guess she's a nice girl. didn't really talk to her... just shared some some polite conversations..... yup... good to knw that you are hopeful abt you future and have something to fight for now :D....
NOW the IRRITATING PART.... i kinda got violated in the bus... that BAStarrd!~!!! i was on bus 36 and it was rather crowded when i was at parkway... i stood near the tap machine near the front door. put my stuff in the space beside the machine. then there was this stupid guy... stood behind me... putting his arms across the bars there were beside me.... FREAK! you dun need to hold on to 2 bars to balance!!! i wasn't feeling that comfortable already.. then suddenly at a stop... some pple went down.. and some came up... INstead of moving to the back.. he leaned towards me to "let the pple walk pass him" CREEP... dunno if he was brushing himself against me.. biantai~~~~ then i realised that there weren't that many pple on the bus already!!!!! ARGHHHHH... luckily there was this boy sitting besdie me who left.. then i quickly pushed my way thru and sat down.... arghhhhhhhhhhhh..........that SE BEI BEI.... hate him lo... disgusting.... haiz..... but what to do.....
Going back to hall tml instead of todae.... going to decide whether to stay in single or find a roomie..... oh well...haiz.... guess peggy dun wanna stay animore.... i maybe be residing with huiwen or alone lo.. dunno how o tell my mummy... but hope she understands... the only part that is very mafan would be going to school...FAR LA!!!!!
9:30 pm
Thursday, March 02, 2006
Ice cream fest is over.. Yup, last things would be hall diner and culture night for us.. Yup yup.... Oh boy.. Really hope everything will go well and then go back to my studies which I am super lacking in my readings....
That's me passing the YAM ice cream... oooooh... I prefer the vanilla float and the choc chip one~~~hahaa
oh well...
the conversation between kimseng and me have stirred in my mind and set me thinking.... Well, I don't even know myself...Moreover gei kiang try into get into other people's shoes to think how they think.... haha... True... I know that... I am just running away again.. I look as if I was strong enough to face everything but in life I am just running away and always choosing the easiest way out. Loser.
guess I will put in end to whatever this Saturday. I shall see for myself what I was afraid to face. I will then again close that chapter in my life.. Or will I once again open to that chapter and dwell over it.... na... I need to have faith. This time the book will be closed and closed tight. Back to where we were... Nothing more... No more heartaches no more tears... I am changed... I am not that little girl always clinging to you to talk... Passing you little good luck gifts before exams, hoping you will study with me yet talking our way thru and not studying anymore. guess we have both grown. our status went back to square 1.. yup... we are siblings... but we are not more close friends. we chose to gave that up. we are no more confidants... you stop talking even b4 everything ended. when you tried, i closed my heart. Maybe we just at the wrong time wrong move again even though we tot we went a whole round just to end up together. Guess we are both wrong this time round.
these will be the last tears i will shed... and then i will move on... really move on.... with my heart and soul... thanks for everything you have taught me... now.. no more blaming myself nor you.. i have passed that... hope we get really get waht we want and be contented and happy... hope you enjoy your 20th birthday....
4:29 pm
