Thursday, September 08, 2005
FINALLY~~!!! ahahhaa... a week's hols.....
to catch up on my work.... BUT WHY DO I HAVE SO MANY PROJ MEETINGS!!!!! then i really no need to study le....hahhah. sadnesss....think i will be hanging out in hostel lo.... haiz..... need to get alot of things done... subcom... cheerleading... blah blah... sian la.... need a rest.... xiu xi shi wei le zou geng chang yuan de lu... i WAN my energy back!!! look at photo.. think i got dead fish face le...hahaa .... yup.... jiayou....
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Monday, September 05, 2005
hahha....yup... starting to fall back on work a litle... it's not that i got LOADs of work from sch and hall.. but more like lack of sleep lo... have benn coughing... can't really rest well... ANyways... yup.. things should be getting busy soon... meetings, subcom interviews... project work meetings... think this "recess" will be burnt on cathcing up on school work le... 2 quizzes this week... never felt so unprepared for sch work..hahaha... in jc also not so unprepared lo... at least got read notes..haha yup... so muz jiayou.... talked to my mum last night... abt life... abt hall.. about relationships... 1st time in my life i actually spoke to her abt my relationships...haha... although not really the whole thing la... but she kinda knows some stuff here and there la... hahhaa... told me... now i stay hall... need to watch my back.. learn to be more skeptical... it's not as innocent as what i think it is.... not as protected not as comfy.... i know that long ago anyway... knew it the hard way thou.... in sec.. in jc... sadly i have seen all these already... sad to say singapore's youngters are getting matured too quickly... but i guess it all boils down to choice... it's they who waqnna grow up fast... see the world on a larger scale... taste the darkness of it... i dunno if i should be ignorant to it.. but somehow i stilll prefer to see it as if hope was still around... being innocent and "ignorant" is not being naive.... to me... i guess it just means a way of filtering things...hahaha.. yup... dumb... i know.... well... i still WAnna think that people actually meant well.... we can work in harmony... this place is nice and peaceful... why keep telling myself that there are so many politics and cry over it? since we can't stop it... we always have a choice to walk away from it right.... if not.. close eyes lo! hahah.. wanna thank junwei for letting me understand that things always boils down to choice.. yup... dunno what i typing also le...hahaa... concuss le..... ANyways... yup... just wanna do my part in whatever i can... and yup... at least i dui de qi zhi ji.. that's the best i can do for myself... and those close to me :D jiayou k~!
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