Monday, September 24, 2007
hmmm.... been some time since i last blogged.. not too long ago... even thou i know that i was really emo the last time i did.. but i guess these insecurities will not go away but just dragged on to futhre arguements.. oh well..... weather has been disasterous lately... and i am having doubts in having long hair already~hahaaaa... scratching my scalp out someday..hahaa.. *gross*....thinking of getting rui en's hair hahaaaa.... looks cool eh...
hahaaaaa..... not really sure if it will fit me.... but too lazy to style my hair everyday too...haahaaa..... so either i shall just trim and leave it messy or i have to wake up earlier or get a hair dryer...hahaha........ oh well.... i hate these kinda decisions......
HAm ham have beeen REALLY active these few days... keeps running the wheel and climbing all over the cage..hahaaa... oh well.. even thou ham ham is almost 2 yrs old... i just hope it's healthy and enjoying it ever-not changing cage and food selection...hahhaa.... oopsss.....
phew.... so many things to do and i dunno where to start and i have no mood in studying.... hahhaaa projects.... tuition..... arghhh... end yr exams are here... and my students are not prepared.... i worry for them sia.... hahaaaa... but hey... i am the least prepared for myquizzzes tooo~~~ *paniC*.... arghh.... shall get things done!!! dun procrastinate anymore!!!
9:04 am
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
sometimes... it's better ti get surprised then get shocked.... for me... i prefer to know then to find out myself... thnk it hurts more like that. Think i am childish... but yet i can't stop thinking about it.... haiz..... even tou it's just a photo, but seeing another girl in his arms just ain't fun, even if it's in the past.... i had to see it... had to se it today...hai... i made me think even more about our lives now.... now, yes... we spend time together, but somehow i never felt we are spending time together at all... i don't know who you are anymore... maybe distance makes the heart fonder does have it's reasons... but i am stuck i guess. maybe i should just go back to my little memory box... reflect on myself... i know it's nothing... i know it but somehow... i just can't seem to treat it as if it's really nothing... i would reallly like to be like that.... really... maybe that little girl in me who's starved for attention and affection just wouldn't let it go... probably.. i am just tired....
1:32 am
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
haaaa.... kinda feel empty nowadays.... for the past 2 years was busy busy busy with hall stuff, foc stuff, school stuff, friends, family...blah blah blah...... and how..... suddenly.... i am sitting in my room and i can afford to play 5 hours or PS2 without having to do anything later on!!!!! hahahahaaaaaa...... feels super shiok in the beginning... felt like i am finally having my deserved rest... but after a while... it kinda feels empty.... kinda feel BORING~ hhaahah... probably i am just like my mum - WORKAHOLIC~ hahaaaaaa.... oh well.... had our elections yesterday... yesterday was a bad day... kinda frustrating since the afternoon BUT... hahaaaaa..... i bought a new bag~~~ mahahaaaaa.... it's kinda weird thou..haha cos it's a HUGEEEEEE sun bag... makes we feel like a beach girl woo hooooo... kinda glued to it when i saw it...hahaa.. but at the same time feels kinda auntie..haha but since CY says it's nice on me too..hahaha it's NICE! haha....
anywayz... i was wear i kinda long top yesterday and shorts underneath..haha... the max and myra could not recognise me from behind... Really so different meh...hahaaa..... prob a more feminine me..hahaaa.. oh well.. too bad i was too busy with election and shopping yesterday..... didn't get to take photos of my outfit..hahaaaa....
haiz... more time on hand doesn't mean more work done anyway... prob did more readings.. but hahaaa.. i still go to class empty-handed....oops...hahaaa..... my hectic life has really shaped me into tresuring even the littliest time on hand... but now.. i can't seem to handle too much time..hahahaa... squandering it away hahaaaaaa.... oh welll...hahaaaa... i guess i should head back to my readings after saying so...hahaaaaa.......
10:02 pm
