Friday, May 22, 2009

Yup... here are some things in my life that makes work BEARABLE... yup.. that's how bad it can be..... maybe it doesn't apply to everyone.. but oh well:

1) Getting cab claims
2) Getting more change from the taxi uncle (cos he is so nice to round down the fares)
3) Drinking teh-bing
4) Talking to my "sistas" and "aunties" on msn
5) Leaving work at 630pm~ woahhhhh....
6) Lunch~
7) Faster com speed (I hate it when excel hangs)
8) Getting new stationery
9) Fridays~saturdays~sundays~
10) Buying new clothes (not on-impulse ones)
11) Getting a call from CY
12) Getting internet connection at client's office!
13) Watching TV (i dun really watch anything now)
14) Getting videos (House, Heroes, reality shows) from friends
15) watching brainless teen flicks
16) Seeing "Opened" shops after work
17) Wii-ing
18) DS-ing
19) Finding nice songs on radio, albums etc
20) getting a seat on the bus/mrt
21) Seeing happy collegues + they are not happy becos they have thrown me all their work

there... i have tried my test to squeeze out as many as possible...hahahahaha.....

3:39 pm

Sunday, May 03, 2009

1:53 am

hahahahaaa... yup i have changed a new skin.. that means i have not blogged in a loooong time and needs a new look to my blog.. wahahahaa......

Oh well... let me say it plainly... working sucks...hahahahah.... or maybe it's just me... oops... I guess i am at a stage in my life.. that i wan things to be simple.. i probably wanna settle down.. and look what at the things i should have treasured in my life... i miss hall... i miss my friends...i miss my life....things just feels different after i started to work.... it has been almost a year since i have started working... and i feel like i have lost part of myself... my energy... my smile... this is not a goood sign. seems like i dun even like myself anymore. Is tat how we should feel when i start working? Is that how i am going to feel for the rest of my life?

Now, the simplest things makes me happy... even if it is temporary.... if its so easy to make me happy.. does it mean that i am not happy at all? losing things makes me treasure what i had... and sadly i dun even know how i lost it in the first place...

I know i need a change... but to what? will that make me happier? is that really what i want? why do i feel so "caught in the middle"? why can't i find that smile back anymore... where am i?

shooots... a first sian and sad post to start this new skin~~ roar~.. but i still love paul frank.. whaahahaa... cute monkeyS!

1:39 am