Monday, November 24, 2008
i see darkness everywhere.... i am glad i am still in light... for me to know what darkness is.... but it is alluring.... curiosity burns..... and i might just want to venture into it.... but once the darkness engulfs me... i will be just like you.....
5:14 pm
yes i let it happen again.. and this time i am not drunk....
1:29 pm
Sunday, November 16, 2008

yes... her time is up..... her old shrivelled body lay lifelessly in her little cage.... my dear ham ham... it has been 3 years... thanks for accompanying me through my uni life.... and also accompany through the initial stages of my working life.... you taught me how smile innocently again....thank you.... i know i am not a very good owner.... but i hope you have had a good life... i am sorry i didn't get you a partner (after you ate your friend) oops.... i will always remember you... and i will miss you dearly...

11:51 am
Thursday, November 13, 2008
was listening to some "old" songs..... those i used to emo over...haha.... oh well..... it has been a rollercoaster.....
many things have changed, and i know pple are one of them....time is really a magical thing.... it can actually make something that i never dreamt possible seems so realisable... hmmm...
rain...i feel that it has a cleansing element to it.... standing alone in the rain, standing in the rain with someone.... it has different effects to the heart.... no matter who the other party is....
rain will allow oneself to BE oneself.... as rain itself will help create that wall that veils...
that muffles... tears....cries... and even pain..... i know it all....cos i stood there...alone....
湿红的眼眶里
装满忧郁
默默的聆听
窗外这场大雨
下个不停
伞下还有你的痕迹
勉强撑过这场雨
我却没有更多勇气
坚强过这一个雨季
单薄的伞下那是多么孤寂
听雨的声音
像悲伤的歌曲
滂沱大雨竟如此的孤寂
我陪雨哭泣
雨却还不肯停
寂寞的人才懂雨的心情
雨反覆唱著熟悉旋律
用悲伤的心情
听雨的声音
仿佛谁在哭泣
倾盆大雨淋湿我的爱情
雨模糊记忆
我忘记了冷静
是经历艰辛才能走到如今
这漫长的路还有多少 泥泞
还没有晾乾的外衣
闷在寂寞的房里
面对明天沉重的心
悬挂著伤感的水滴
你我的爱似乎等不到天晴
听雨的声音
是难过的心情
我的泪飘进冷冷的雨里
雨何时才停
伤何时能痊愈
而我何时才能不再想你
积雨的感情终究还是 分离
下著雨的天气
爱消失的气息
想念你的心情
我淋著雨
听雨的声音
像悲伤的歌曲
滂沱大雨竟如此的孤寂
我陪雨哭泣
雨却还不肯停
寂寞的人才懂雨的心情
雨反覆唱著熟悉旋律
用悲伤的心情 听雨的声音
仿佛谁在哭泣
倾盆大雨淋湿
雨模糊记忆
我忘记了冷静
是经历艰辛才能走到如今
这漫长的路还有多少 泥泞
i am determined to learn more cantonese~ arghhhhh...hahhahaaha
4:48 pm
Tuesday, November 04, 2008
李圣杰-擦肩而过
放飞心情
我爱着谁爱到我有点醉
告诉我你是谁
能够把我让我变不对
你不会累
但我却爱你爱得好累
从没有为了谁
不顾安危付出一切
站在这平衡点
我还是觉得有点危险
或许是看不见
只能够靠感觉
他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过
你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过
你听我说
你不要这么做
你不要看着我说
你已经知道怎么做
你很难受
我愿意陪你一起承受
只要你不怕痛
再多坎坷我都陪你走
站在这平衡点
我还是觉得有点危险
或许是看不见
只能够靠感觉
他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过
你听我说
要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过
他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说
我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过
你听我说
要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过
hahahaha yep... we just had our EY dnd...back to school posted my photos on facebook liao..hahaha omg i am just amazed i could still wear my dhs uniform.. but sadly i broke most of the school rules liao... like tugging out more than 3 finger, fold skirt, wear ankle socks, wear watch bigger than 5o cent coin, put makeup, wear more than a pair of earrings and my schoolbag is red...etc etc... ooops.... hahahaaa... it was fun la... too bad my department never win the performance... oh well... we become friends through this event... it was all worth it liao...haha allalalaaaaa......... anyway the song above was sang by willie, a guy in my department... nice performance... i think it melted loads of girls' hearts..haahaha.... it was a fun night la~ too bad we have to go back to work liao...*argh*
11:27 am