Wednesday, September 19, 2007
sometimes... it's better ti get surprised then get shocked.... for me... i prefer to know then to find out myself... thnk it hurts more like that. Think i am childish... but yet i can't stop thinking about it.... haiz..... even tou it's just a photo, but seeing another girl in his arms just ain't fun, even if it's in the past.... i had to see it... had to se it today...hai... i made me think even more about our lives now.... now, yes... we spend time together, but somehow i never felt we are spending time together at all... i don't know who you are anymore... maybe distance makes the heart fonder does have it's reasons... but i am stuck i guess. maybe i should just go back to my little memory box... reflect on myself... i know it's nothing... i know it but somehow... i just can't seem to treat it as if it's really nothing... i would reallly like to be like that.... really... maybe that little girl in me who's starved for attention and affection just wouldn't let it go... probably.. i am just tired....
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