Sunday, September 10, 2006
It has been really hectic so far... like wat Adam keeps saying... we are always busy.. just don't really know what is it for...hahaha... things move so quickly these days..campaigning...rally..election...agm.. last meeting.. then sudden;y.. it's over for the 22nd JCRC of Hall 2... immediately it's the 23rd JCRC... HAS system.. subcom recruitment and Night cycling.... just feel like we have no time to grasp each of them well and it's over.. guess i haven adjusted to this new life, new accomodations, new objectives and new responsibilities... Time seems to have shortern in my life... seems to have soo many things to do and not enough time to fully understasnd and tackle them. So fast.. it's already almost 1/2 a sem!!! tests and quizzes are around the corner and i have no idea that the course is abt!!! WTH!!!!!!! haha..... haiz... i feel lost.... and i am too lost to understand them. haha... so many people asked me why i chose to run as the Welfare secretary in the 23rd jcrc... so many... the problem is... do i even have a choice? maybe i did... i dun really understand the feelings i feel now.. but i can understand the feelings of those who wants to be in but are not in....i really miss the 22nd committee... i really do.... but i know i can't keep dwelling on this and then discount the 23rd in my efforts. but some part of me keeps comparing the both of them and Grrrrr...... i just dunno wat to do now.....
Anyway apart from all the work...there is also problems lurking in my relationship... understanding... maybe it's what i have to give it all... and not expect anything in return.... but i have to admit that i am only human and i do have my insecurities and i do not have that big a heart to give.... sorry for being so selfish at times. but i believe that things will get better....
i asked him once... " 你知道什么是世界上最远的距离吗？”.... he wasn't able to answer me... so now i am telling you how i feel..."那就是共同生活的两个人，却感受不到彼此心灵的温度。。。” i dunno if you understand....
Anyways......
Wanna wish all thos september babies a HAPPY BIRTHDAY~~~~~~ and to my baby... may all your wishes come true and hope you really like ya presents~~:D love ya...
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