Wednesday, November 30, 2005
yup... end of exams marks te start of jcrc work.... ihg is around the corner.. the main highlight of the hols i guess. so many things happening at the same time... woah... a little overwelmed. so many decisions, so little time...worst of all, i have to make a choice between family and responsibilities. yup... my family has decided to go to china on the 16th to the 26th... SLapped straight into the the midst of ihg..... now it's a decision between disappointing my parents or leaving my responsibilites which can amount to quite alot of work... cheerleading, badminton, softball, sub com, carolling, meetings..... but then again... i may not have the chance to travel with my whole family again... well... life is never so certain... hai.... when i was young, i always wanted to grow old... so that i can make my own decisions.. but then growing old has its price.. having too many choices and too much weight on either... high oppourtinuity cost.. oh well... i have to make that decision by tonight.... maybe 10 years down the road i may laugh at myself for making this decision tonight... but i guess i can't have it my way... what is important, what must i priortise.... that is something i will have to learn and learn it well... things ain't gonna be easy on me anymore... no more spoonfeeding, no more second chances... guess i will have to learn to grow up more, which sounds so ironic..... haiz... oh well....
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